It doesn't pay to be nice .

SHAG is the word i can describe my week. Having muscles ache . Urgh . D:
Don't feel like blogging yaw . Don't know what's wrong with my life . ): Nothing's going well .
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! ADVERTISING HIS SMILE . (:

Siyun : cheer up baby everything will get better in time.
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SAYONARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (:

Please don't say you understand me cuz i don't even understand myself..

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
I learned to laugh, I learned to cry. Will I ever learn to say good-bye?

You said you loved and you'd never let me , now it's seems like all the tears i know ..

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.

I'm just nobody to you now , but i know i still need you once in a while , to let me lean on and cry all i want .. Afterall all lies , i still need you ..

Without you , my world is black and white...

Willy.K !
Sameo!
Sameo!
Terrance!
Ian and Miaojun !
Willy , Xiaoyuan and Sameo !
Xiaoyuan and Sameo!
Terrance !
Liquor ! :DD
Call police !
Done by : Sameo and Wj .
* Overdue pictures! :D

Hai hai ! :D
Went out today ! With mumo , Aunty and cousins .
Mumo good mood , treated us Swensens . (: Went for shopping . Ultra boring lehhh! D:
Luckily got Byvan , my dearest girlfr , entertain me or else i'm bored till hell . THANKS GIRLFR! (:
(♥)
Having ultra bad cramps ! D: Painful like hell . Still having flu somemore . D':
Saw Doreen sist and Benjamin bro ! (: They go dating ! HHAHA !
After that , saw Willy.K . (:

Cabbed home subsequently . :D
Now my sweet girlfr entertaining me ! Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! (L)

Jealousy doesn't meant ENVY ! D:

Hai ! :DD
I broke my record today . (: After ton-ing the previous night with all the liquior , i was shag till i slept for straight 12hours last night . 11.30pm to 11.30am ! Broke record loh ! (:
Too shag . -.-

Ate , went to meet Phaqi sist , Tianli daughter and Fengwei kor subsequently . (: We all ate HAAGEN DAAZ . Kor foot bill . HAH . (: But end up , Phaqi and i pay him back. (: We're so nice right? HAHA .
Went to play badminton ! Totally off-mood and off-form . D:
Then slacked at there . (: Lazy play liao . Allson qian bi and Derrick didi keep hitting kor with shuttles ! AHAHAHAHH!
NONSENSE DONUT ! Tianli and i renamed him , NONSENSE PIG ; SHORTIE . - TIANLI . SO BAD ! :P I better hor , NONSENSE KEAI ! HAHA .

Kor went home when his dad came . GUAI KIA . :X Then Tianli and Derrick went up to the mini cafe to eat maggie mee ! Allson and i wait . After that , we went to subway , become they wait . FUNNY LIKE HELL OKAY . We laugh like mad cows ! Hahaaa!
Partially is because of that banana ! HAHA.. Tianli like giam lan lidat . WTF . -.-

Bussed home after that . (:

Bvyan is my darling girlfr ! HAHAHAHAHAHHAH!

SHAG ! D:

YAAW ! :D I'm back yaw.
Had a FUN and AMAZING two days , yesterday and today . (:
Went to Doreen's chalet ! WOO. Many many people , saw many familiar faces which i know them , they don't know me . HAHA.
Played like mad in a big group , we played INDIAN POKER at first . Laugh like mad kids . (: One of them tio 300 stokes of highlighter ! HAHA . Pathetic seh .

Then sang for Doreen birthday song , after tht , the boys from the clique played cake smashed . HAHA. Played true or dare , then Sameo kena owned by a small boy of arguing . HAHA .
Many left for home after that , it's like only 11pm only. -.-"
We played mahjong , poker cards , pillow fight , computer .. We even went to walk around in the wee hours like 2am ? HAHA . Went to eat supper at mac at 2am plus . (:
Then accompany Kitty sist , she super bored .

The boys played like real mad , Dean made Ian drink like hell till he was fully bloated . I drank alot too. Whiskey , Vodka and Liquior . Mix here and there . Wa ! Freaking nice ! :D
Ian felt umcomfortable , he was like fully bloated till he vomited everything out .
We all slacked , drink , chit-chat , some smoke . Had a great time .

At 4am , Penny sist arrived with her two friends . They also slacked . (: I accompanied Kitty sist to mac at 4am to buy her breakfast ! LOL !
After that , continued slacking . Many went to sleep , only left Xiaoyuan , Miaojun , me , Willy , Sameo , Weijie and *one guy . ( Forget his name ) We are like the only ones that ton to the sun rise manxzx. :D

Then , Miaojun headed for school , Penny sist head home . Willy , me , Sameo , Xiaoyuan played abit mahjong . Then Sameo decided to eat , so we waited till 8plus then leave the chalet . (:
All complained the food sucks ! HAHA . :P
SLACKED , then all went to sleep ! Tired . -.-" I pity Willy , cuz he kena squashed by Jianyu and Terence . OPPS . :X HAHA .
Then slack slack slack ! Then Mr WILLY KOH have bad headache due to drinking too much . So , i went to buy for him panadol(s) for him . I'm so kind . Who knows suddenly rain so heavily , when i came back , i was so drenched ! DL Blurrrrrrrr! So cold okay.
* Willy koh ! Thank me for that ! (: HAHAHA .

Slept , not feeling too good . Then played poker cards till 6plus . Bussed home . :D
Now having slight flu .
Ton for 1day , preparing to ton again . Pei them , but i'm at home ! :P
Go eat medicine lo , sayonaraaaaaaaaaaa!
*Pictures posted later . BLURRRED

LOVE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOREEN SIST ! :D LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

You're my once in a lifetime ,

Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
While I was holding on , all you did was let go..

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever..

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore..
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To *GIRL . **SOME SUCKER
: Please stop your nonsensical gossiping behind my back . You where not happy , say in front of me . We settle it face-to-face . If you got no guts , then shut the f*** up okay . Nothing better to say , it's better for you to shut the hell up . Don't offend or play games with me if you don't have the guts .
Don't act timid or innocent please , it makes people puke and feel disgusted about you . Act like a sheep in front of boys , got boyfr still flirt. You're just a wolf under sheep's clothing . Oh , yucks .

Btw , i got suitors , cannot isit ? You jealous uh ? Stop going around and tell people , you don't believed got people woo me . You think they care ? Plus , you don't believe , your problem okay . Want me name out the name(S) for you ?
And kindly KINDLY , stop going arnd , telling people your 'sweet' love story which it's a worse luv story i ever heard okay . Even others also can't stand you and your crap luv story . Don't bother to 'advertise' your story manxzx because what's there to be proud of ?

Whatever it is , stop your childish acts . Everyone says you're just a SUCKER . Because , all you KNOW HOW TO DO IS - SUCK UP TO PEOPLE'S ASS. -Seriously .

Lastly , not happy , talk to me FACE TO FACE . Don't play with me , i'm soooooooooooo not in the mood . You not happy , can find me trouble , but i promised you , what's gonna happen after that , it's double of what you did to me . (:

Starry starry night , i miss you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING RAELENE! :D Have a memorable 14th year of life . Luv you sist . (L)


When i miss you , sometimes i listen to music or look at pictures of you not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if i'm with you ..
It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone & a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone like you ..

My heads spinning,
I'm back to the beginning.
Without you here,
Was my biggest fear.
Left again with a stitched up heart,
Begin a new from the very start..

I've let you go , for your smile . But all i get in return , was the sound of my shattering heart ..
It's okay if you don't luv me alr , but please don't ask me to move on and look for a better guy than you cuz you're irreplaceable .

Twist in the knot .

Hai !
Had a amazing day . (:
Meet Cindy at 7am in MAC . Then we left for school arnd 7.30 am . Woo.
Went for lessons . 1hr only . -.- Mdm Tao's mathematics lessons is sleepy . Plus , i slept like only 5hours . * Yawns .
Went to slack at mac with Jamien , James and Derrick . After that , went to slack with Cindy and CO. (: Went to Bedok Reservoir subsequently .
* Jacinda mumo ! We went to reservoir , not ECP lah. (:

Had tons of fun . Minyi made me laugh like hell loads. Cindy is freaking scared of the see-saw . AHAH. You bounce up , she will start screaming . That's what she did to me when i bounce on the see-saw . HAHA .
* Samita ! Why so moody ? D:
Had lots of fun till 3plus . They left for home , so did i . :D
* HOMED .

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER ! SO OLD ALREADY , DON"T SO CHILDISH PLEASE ! HAHA. :D

Imy suddenly and i cried again .. WTF...

You tore my heart

Memories are the best souvenirs.

Parting of loving someone
is learning to let go.

Take a look at what you have.
Think of all you did to get it.
Remember it only takes one second to lose.

It's better to be with no one
than to be with the wrong one.

Happiness is the best revenge!!!

Should I hate you because you hurt me?
Or should I love you because
you made me feel special?

Deep down you know it's best for yourself,
but i hate the thought of him
being with someone else.

Now I believe it when people
say love is blind...
'cause I must have been blind
to love a person like you.

Money can't mend a broken heart;
that's Love's job.

One can not truly experience
the beauty of love
without enduring the pain that comes with it
once it is lost.

It hurts to see the one
you love happy with someone else,

The heart does heal and you will love like this again...
only when you do, you will deny you ever felt like this before.

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're already not mine...

You will know that you love someone
when you want him/her to be happy.
Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.

I was born the day you kissed me,
died the day you left me,
but lived for the time that you loved me

I will always love him,
I just won't love the way he treated me.

I cried when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me.

One day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away..

Broken-hearted girl ,

Hai !
I realised .. Many people like me has the worst life in 2010's march! ): Life really sucks okay . Sucks until i can't describe ! D': Tsktsk..
I wanna buck up on my billet skills ! Totally suck at that now. Blehbleh !
Have lessons tmr with Mdm Tao ! MATHS! Urgh ..
Meeting Minyi and Cindy at MAC tmr at 7am ! Gonna turn in after watch finish autumn concerto ep 19. :D
Nights yo.

I want more team's photo! :D

* I'm wondering ... did you eat full full ? XD

I still shed a tear once in a while

Overdue pictures ! :D
Lazy to blog . not in the mood.
I miss you , i wonder what are you doing now ? O:

Pratical luvv

I cry for the time that you were once mine,
I cry for the memories you've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times when i once had you

When something's over, it's over.
it can never start again.
When it's broken ,you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way you want it to be.

i wanna die
i wanna bleed
i wanna cry
but all i can do
is just keep walking
with a smile on my face
and pretend the scars
aren't really there

I miss you a little,
I guess you could say,
a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

A goodbye isn't painful
unless you're never going
to say hello again.

Sometimes letting you go , is a form of happiness .
A happiness that will bring a smile on your face
yet a crack in my heart ..

Happy birthday to myself ! :D

I''m disappointed in my birthday celebration this year ! D':

Hai hai ! :D
I'm so touched this year ! :D So many people wished me this year! ^-^
Let me name out all this sweetheart(s) ! :D
- Sherralyn superwoman !
-PhaQi sist
-Junhong girlfr
-Allson pencil
-Aunty Eleen
-Fengwei keai
-Derrick brother
-MiaoJun sist
-Joel brother
-Siyun sist
-Huihui sist
-WeeKai
-Brother
-Gerald daddy
-Kenneth.L brother
-Daman sist
-Jacinda mumo
-Waiyan
-Yuquan brother
-Penny sist
-Sijie sist
-Uncle Andrew and family
-Yiqing dasao
-Marcus
-Pierre
-Sebastian
-Peiying mumo
-Daniel.C brother
-Aunty Winnie
-Isabel
-Bvyan
-Felyna
-Christie
-Yuekeat brother
-Raelene sist
-Cindy daughter
-Jiamin boyfr
-Jamien brother
-Nicholas
-Peiwern daughter
-Bryan
-Huimin daughter
-Minsen
-Samita mango
-Hillary
-David.C brother
-Kitty sist
-Amander
-PeiQi sist
-Afiq
-Rachel
-Angel sist
-Lynn.C
-Zulhilmi
-Crystal
-Qinhui twin
-Hanyuan brother
-Lyana rainbow
-Izhar juice
-Tianli daughter
-Ezekiel
-Cheryl twinklestar
* if i miss you out , tell me . (:

Thanks guys ! :D Love you guys so manymany ! MUAKS! :D
You guys really made my day . * Winks

Tho i didn't enjoy much of my birthday this year , but thanks to those who brought me joy and smiles . (: LOVE YOU TO THE EXTREME MAX! (L)

Love love love

Jarren's and Jamien's geek specs ; my shades. :D

Present from Yuekeat korkor .

Unglam ! D;

Yuekeat kor , me and Cindy ! More unglam ! ];

In Kbox ! ^^

big big banana split ! ^^

Jacinda mumo's meal . ;]

Cheese & mac ! Me , Cindy & Phaqi ate this ! ^^

Pictures not all up. Upload sooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :D

Had a okok day ? (:
Went out to celebrate my birthday.. It's still fun after all ! :D
Went to eat at NEW YORK at 1plus . 80+ bucks ! D:
Broke ! -.- HAHHA. Went Four-skin to buy J's brothers specs ! :P Bought my shades too . WOO. XD Went to K after that ! (: Sang sang sang! Till i throat pain . D':
Yuekeat korkor reached , i pei him . :]
After that , head to SUNTEC . (: Walked separately from Jacinda and Phaqi !
Me and Cindy went ballistic ! We played like no childhood . AHAHA. So cute !
7plus , went to PIZZAHUT ! Korkor treat me ! * THANKS ! Luv ya! :D
Then went window shopping after that , head home at 9plus . (:
Tho it's not perfecto' , but at least i'm satisfied ..
HAHA ! THANKS Yuekeat , Jacinda , Cindy and Phaqi for making my day! ^-^

To the guilty ones : Allson , Jamien , Junhong , Sherralyn , Derrick , Jarren , Phyllis .
- it's okay if you can't come . At least you make the effort to try. :D We can still celebrate next year right? :D
Luv you guys yaw! :D

To those who wished me ADVANCED ! - grandma , Tianli , Kaiwen , Peiwern , Aliff , Elyandi , Norizam , Huimin , Phyllis . THAANNNKS ! :D LOVE YOU! :D
* Hope next year is better one! :D
On the phone with Junhong , he's gonna accompany me til my birthday arrives ! (:
It's gonna be 12 ler ! OMG !
My phone is jamming later !