Cynthia

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I ♥ Brothers/Sisters ! I ♥ gans and friends too. LOVE shopping , phone chats , ton-ing , liquor , slacking , texting . (: Photography mustn't be missed out either . I live my life the way i loved . I don't need your judgement . Don't exercise your character insults here b'cuz you don't have the rights to judge me at all . (; I live in the world full of people pretending to be someone they are not . A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. It's also a autograph of love .

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Please don't say you understand me cuz i don't even understand myself..

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
I learned to laugh, I learned to cry. Will I ever learn to say good-bye?
You said you loved and you'd never let me , now it's seems like all the tears i know ..
Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.

I'm just nobody to you now , but i know i still need you once in a while , to let me lean on and cry all i want .. Afterall all lies , i still need you ..